Duck Voice!! Radio Rosak!! Transvestite!!
I have been sick for two weeks and still have not recovered. Now my voice is like a duck/transvestite but worse than that. My voice kept breaking up like a spoilt radio.
AND i still continue to go to work. So, my kids had to listen to this voice ah... It's bcos of them also my voice become like this. I m not doing this to show others that i work hard even though i m sick... I m not trying to get pity from others also although i get lotsa it. pple juz cant stand my voice now. hahah!
I still go to work cos exams coming soon and i haf to clear all the WS which is A LOT!!! There were already quite a few occasions when I felt like vomiting or fainting during lessons bcos i was feeling unwell and my kids are not exactly angels.
Yest, I almost teared during lesson bcos I was juz sooooo tired. Since I started this job, I only eat one meal a day excluding the tiny bfast i take at 6am. The next meal I'd eat would be at 5pm. So far, the latest i ate was 9pm. So, the period of time I din eat was longer than fasting. It's not cos I purposely wan to torture myself and look pitiful but me being me, i cant stand doing things halfway. so, i'd most probably do work non-stop. Furthermore, i always haf matters to attend to during my breaks and that include disciplining.
I m losing weight. I think. My pants are getting loose. Heheh... yeay....
Today, was a bit better. My kids were well-behaved even without me shouting. They successfully managed to stifle their laughs bcos of my voice. even i, myself, felt like laughing whenever my voice breaks during lesson but i haf already warned them not to mock or tease my voice. so, even the notorious ones were quiet. yeay...
baya asked to go for karaoke so i decided to call her to let her hear my voice and she din even recognise my voice!!!!! she was like, "no, i dunno who u r." HAHAHAHA!!!! i still havent called ama yet. hehe...
so far, ling has been very supportive. I LOVE LING SOOOOOO MUCH!!!! he has been helping me even though he got sick too, thanks to me. no wonder pple from my occupation looooove their husbands so much cos the husbands have lotsa opportunities to show that they care. hehe..He has been coming over to my house almost everyday to help lighten my burden. Right now, i can count on him. But starting from next week, he'll be werking. Sigh...
i hate myself.